Before I forget, A very happy Mother's day to all the mothers I know!!!! Especially to my mom- Mom, I love you so much. I appreciate you every single day, but I'm glad that you get a day just to you to emphasize even more, once again, all you do for us. I'm so grateful you're in my life, and there is no better mom for me <3
Meanwhile, over in collge land...
Lord, Help me.
Finals are getting to me, guys. Really really getting to me. I've been stressed all day. I'm even stressed about being stressed too much. I'm worried that I'll be sick from worrying, and that all this worry is in vain, even.
But I'm not going to think about that. I have a Father in heaven hwo's protecting me and who tells me to not worry about anything, but pray about everything.
Deep breath. Here we go.
I failed at getting up early today, again. I did get a little studying done in the morning despite that, though!!
Then, Sneha, Jinny, Jessie, and I drove out to Venice to have a nice lunch at a little Cafe called Cafe Gratitude. It was entirely vegan, and reminded me of stereotypical LA meets Hippie meets the beach.
My food was good, though! It was all very filling, but good!!
We explored around Venice a little after that! We found a cute little bakery where we got dessert, which was fun, and then drove back to campus.
Yay for being independent!!! Yay for driving in LA!!!
As soon as I got back though, the stress-fest began. Honestly, I was working really hard at not being stressed or worried while I was out with my friends to begin with... but anyways.
I rehearsed with Afton, since we perform tomorrow at 8am. Then I rushed back to Marks Hall and met with some of my group for our 210 Scene.
I. Hate. Group. Projects. Just saying. I'm a firm believer in the "If you want something done right, do it yourself" philosophy, but that's impossible when you're working on a scene. You have to trust everyone to do their part, and there are definitely people that are not pulling through. UGH. Just saying. It's so annoying.
Then, I attempted studying for Sociology some more. Had a mini panic attack before I could get work done.
Now... Now I'm trying to stay calm... I'm going to watch some videos of kittens, and journal a bit...
God is in control. I'm going to be ok.
I wouldn't blog about being so stressed... but something tells me I'm going to read this in a year or so and laugh at myself. Or relate to myself.
Future me- Stop laughing. You know how you felt and it's NOT fun, ok? I'm not used to being more stressed than this yet, so give me a break. Or give me a hug. Actually, don't. It'd be a little weird getting a hug from future me.
....I wonder what future me would tell me, right now, actually. Probably that I'm going to be ok, and that stressing and worrying will only make things worse.
I'm going to be ok. God is in control.
2 more days. 2 more days.
Fight on, friends
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